Obsessed and in love

I just adore and love my little Honey, she's my dream and everything I've ever wanted and I'm so excited for us to play and show next year, she's such a sweet heart and just loves attention, in fact she gets mad if you don't constantly scratch and love on her :) 

So here are some more pictures of her from 1 day to 7 days old 

A bit 'O Honey

So sorry I've been bad about posting its been a crazy couple if months!

So on June 5th I finally saw a knee doctor to help figure out how to solve my pain issues, I arrived and began waiting to see what this day would bring... Not minutes later my phone rang.

Mandy called and said something was at the barn waiting for me...? The barn? What? My heart began to race as their was only one thing my mind could piece together, but then a sinking dread, Hot Rod isn't due for a couple more weeks it couldn't, shouldn't be the foal.

But it was! She said it looked to be a little filly and both mom and baby looked ok. I went into panic mode and asked Mandy more questions than I can remember, poor girl she was so patient and kind with me as I barraged her with favors, instructions and questions. 

The doctor was taking SO long to see me, I asked repeatedly to be seen as soon as possible due to an emergency occurring ... Nothing after 2.5 hours I finally saw the doctor (which I just had to so my knee would start healing) and then it was off to the races!! I grabbed my dialing kit from the house and made record time to the barn, where Mandy, Brandy and Debra were all waiting and watching the little one. 

I hobbled over and under fences, my knee hurting from the injection, but I had to see her! Tears filled my eyes as my emotions soared into a blissful happiness, there she was! 

Perfect and so small, and palomino!!!

I crawled into the pen tears rolling down my cheek, I talked to her and Hot Rod, then she came towards me... Wondering who and what I was. I touched her velvet soft coat and her muzzle which was like that of a baby bunny. Her little nose was so tiny, all of her was tiny. She was not afraid at all, like she knew who I was all along, and proceeded to give me kisses and love.

I loved her before she even came into this world, and after meeting her, she's more amazing than I could ever imagine, I love all my horses, and my dear Hot Rod did SO well I am so proud of her, but now, my little "Honey" has taken a special place in my heart that can never been removed. 

Welcome to the world little girl, I'm so glad you're here!!

Blessings

I'm so lucky to be blessed with an amazing loving husband, amazing friends and family! Even when I doubt myself in life I look at all I have and what has been accomplished.
My father arrived today with my truck, a girl with horses MUST have a truck plus now we can finish our boat repairs and haul it to a lake!!

I also got to spend some quality time with my horses, bathed them and put Benny on the hot walker, I let hot rod graze on some grass and just got to be with them! Horses are the best therapy, they heal mind body and soul!

Pantry upgrade and other updates

So this weekends project was to fill in all the old ventilation holes, rip up old linoleum floor, rip out all the old shelves sand and repaint the whole thing and add fixtures for brooms and dusters... While its not complete it's coming along way from what it was, a funeral and some other issues slowed this project but the pantry should be finished next week as well as the new slate entry way! Goodbye green 70s tile!

House upgrades

Now that the weather is improving its back to home improvement time, a plan for a completely new kitchen and master bath plus slate entry way are all planned to be done this year!
Here are some ideas we are looking at for the master bath suite a jacuzzi tub shower surrounded in tile/marble/glass
Spent lots of time at lowes Home Depot and MRL today gathering prices and estimates for our supplies!

In a blink

In all reality our lives are but milliseconds in time, while we feel the universe revolves around us which couldn't be further from the truth. Which is why we must chase and follow the dreams we want, because time is short as it is and waiting to pursue happiness could be meaning it will never come at all.
Today may seem like the hardest day you've ever faced, but even so if it is the worst day then it can only get better. We only have this life, to live, love, learn and understand what we were placed here to do. Because it what will seem like nothing at all this life will be over and behind us, how do you want to remember it and what do you wish to leave behind.
Sometimes I feel like hanging my hat and saying screw it all! But I can't I have to keep fighting for what I want out of life and what I need to experience to look back and appreciate all this time I've had to enjoy, perhaps that's why I always seek perfection knowing I don't get a do over. Human beings can be truly amazing, think of what we've done where we've gone and what we can accomplish, while I've seen what the worst of society can bring, having faith in the decent and the good is what makes me think a future exists for me as well, maybe even a really great one, things have certainly changed but maybe soon it will be better

Karma got it wrong

So today among many other things to do a friend called needing help moving to her new place, I was able to squeeze in a few hours to help her and as soon as my morning horse chores were done I proceeded to her old place...
So as we arrive at the new house I parked on the curb and another friend of hers pulls his small truck and trailer around and smashes into my car, I hit the horn but it was too late :/ ugh the damage isn't very bad but I went into a panic mode for about 20 minutes just because its never fun to have a car hit no matter how simple... So after my little rage he called the insurance and I'm scheduled to take my car in tomorrow fast service thank goodness just a pain in the butt.

So my good deed for the day left me with a hole in my bumper wtf karma ??

On a brighter note my friends place is very cute! Plus it has an indoor pool that will be getting a lot of use this spring/summer :D

I made Robert jalapeño poppers today as he has been craving them, but I had a salad with very little raspberry vignette so success for me, oh I did have a fruit smoothie earlier plus lots of water.

Ill probably start using my Itworks Wraps again and start selling them for spring & summer as I did last year I love their stuff and already have more orders lined up :) perfect for skin tightening after weight loss *love*

So I'm off to class, spring break is all over, then a much needed coffee date in the morning and horsey time, perhaps karma will be kinder in the morning!