I'm sad that the snow will be great riding snow but since I return to work in the morning I won't get to play in it, blah!!!
I'm sort of struggling at the moment with absolutely NO reason to do so!!! I'm thinner than I've ever been in my life and in great shape yet at least a couple times a year I go into psycho weight freak out mode, which is upon us now :( I eat less workout to an extreme level and its just bad, last time this happened people at work had a little " intervention" on me because I was borderline anorexic... I lose weight but I don't understand why I must have this fight with my inner demons when I'm actually quite happy with my health and appearance :/
I have no reason to be sad or depressed, I have a wonderful life complete with horses, cats, an amazing husband with a beautiful home, wonderful friends, yet I want to curl in a ball and cry... Wtf! I see my St. John's wort being in full use this month, since it helps me appear happier and actually improves my happiness level :)
I did color my hair again which I totally love, glad I went a little redder I've been dying to try a red tone for years :)
Anyways on a lighter note my mare is SO pregnant and Benny is a dirty bad horse who likes to roll in all the mud he can fine, but I love them so they keep me sane :)
I also cannot wait for my jewelry to come in, I've been pouring over the magazines deciding what I want next but for now looking forward to my recent purchases!!!
Pics of snow to come if we get any
