Lazy leap day

We rented movies last night and made herb crusted pork chops with green beans and 2% cheese shells, it was wonderful.
Finishing up some of the movies now because Robert has pool league tonight, I will go as cheer leader as I'm not playing this year, had horses and other things to do that takes lots of my time.

Odie is in super cuddle mode today :( so cute!!

So far turning out to be a great leap day, hot tea, kitties, movies and husband = happiness

Blustery day and Mixed Emotions

Well well well, if it isnt another day in the Texas panhandle...and the winds are at it again. BLEH Im tired of this wind.

Robert on the other hand is having some issues, I cant tell if he is sick or just having a rough time here lately, Im so proud of him for starting the patches to stop smoking. But at the same time I think it is really hard for him which causes some pretty bad mood swings, all I can do is stand by and be supportive. I dont think he is trying to hurt my feelings right now, but he seems to do it without thinking and it is hard to take, sometimes I think he resents my presents, but then he acts like everything is fine, very hard for a person to absorb.

Second day with glasses, very strange getting use to this, in fact it helps so much that Im not sure how I was making it before, but still there are parts to it that are hard to get use to and Im hoping it wont drive me insane...


Thankfully I am improving since my horse accidnet on the 13th of Jan, but still not me yet...my mind has gone through some drastic changes, and I do not think we have seen the end of it yet, in fact one of my main reasons for starting this blog was so that I can have good memories of the past few weeks, and even further back if possible. My memory is not completely gone, I recall most things, but in case something happens and it gets worse I want to have something to read in order to keep my thoughts clear and organised. I am happy most of the time, but become sad when I start thinking about losing it completely, it is a hard concept to come to terms with...but praying that is not what happens.So I am going to just stay inside, type maybe read and relax so that I do not have to brave this wind and can collect my thoughts.

On a brighter note, Hot Rod should be in heat soon, within the next couple of days, so fingers crossed for a successful breeding, and a foal for the next year to show in halter classes *fingers crossed* I will try to make it out to the barn the next couple of days to see her and check on her. Then it is back to work this Friday, and actually looking forward to it, that means one more step towards normal...

Now I suppose I will work on some of the other pages and add to my travel section...

Dinner and a Movie

So after weeks of pain and frustration after my injury I am feeling like myself, at least enough to escape the house...I have been quite pinned up lately.

So the girls and I are heading out to eat some steak and watch The Vow, I heard it was a good movie and I really like Rachel McAdams, so hoping it is enjoyable.
Robert is being so cool about me having a few hours with the girls tonight, it will be so nice to catch up with them and enjoy a tasty meal.

I can See

So a new chapter has been opened in my life, apparently I decided that going blind was the way to go at 26 years of age... bleh
So I returned home today with my first pair, it is very strange, and it will take some adjusting but I must admit that I can see things that I never thought possible before. Ignore the bad hair day, this weather is killing my hair for some reason, but this is what my nerdy self looks like. They are really not that bad and I managed to find some that have some little gems on the side so they are at least a little pretty. :)

Hoping to get brave enough to try contacts but since I have never had any eye problems before I am thinking that this will be a long process to adjust to.

I Love fresh hair cuts

For someone who did not grow up in a femine family, it was akward not knowing what to do with myself or hair at all...sadly I relied on friends later in life to discover a glimpse of what being a woman and looking more attractive can be, so needless to say for about 3 years I have had my hair done pretty regular, and love how it is now!!  So while I may be considerably slower than girls my age, I enjoy taking care of myself and looking pretty, it is pretty fantastic! I wish I would have learned this when I was younger so I would not feel so akward about it now :) better late than never I suppose

Alrighty, I guess I will jump on this wagon and see how long it lasts, hopefully long because I would like to have a place to write my story, even if others do not wish to read it, I find that someday I will want to remember these and other days of my past, and the more I write now I think will pay off later. Also when bad things happen I like the vent, when I'm thinking I like to share, and when I'm bored and start thinking about strange things and form strange questions I want to have a place to post them...plus I decided that I wanted to start a blog sometime this year to reflect, to rant, to complain, to celebrate and just because I want to dang it!

So here it is, for those who want to read my senseless ramblings and share my experiences read on :)

Let's hope I actually commit to this because I think it would be a very healthy thing for me to do.