Sunday, February 24, 2013

Preparing for a blizzard among other things

So apparently the Texas panhandle is getting another winter blast tonight to include lots of snow! Fine with me but I'm not to excited about the wind with this storm, 50 mph no thank you!!!
I'm sad that the snow will be great riding snow but since I return to work in the morning I won't get to play in it, blah!!!

I'm sort of struggling at the moment with absolutely NO reason to do so!!! I'm thinner than I've ever been in my life and in great shape yet at least a couple times a year I go into psycho weight freak out mode, which is upon us now :( I eat less workout to an extreme level and its just bad, last time this happened people at work had a little " intervention" on me because I was borderline anorexic... I lose weight but I don't understand why I must have this fight with my inner demons when I'm actually quite happy with my health and appearance :/
I have no reason to be sad or depressed, I have a wonderful life complete with horses, cats, an amazing husband with a beautiful home, wonderful friends, yet I want to curl in a ball and cry... Wtf! I see my St. John's wort being in full use this month, since it helps me appear happier and actually improves my happiness level :)
I did color my hair again which I totally love, glad I went a little redder I've been dying to try a red tone for years :)

Anyways on a lighter note my mare is SO pregnant and Benny is a dirty bad horse who likes to roll in all the mud he can fine, but I love them so they keep me sane :)

I also cannot wait for my jewelry to come in, I've been pouring over the magazines deciding what I want next but for now looking forward to my recent purchases!!!

Pics of snow to come if we get any



Sunday, February 17, 2013

Horse time

While I haven't posted as often as I'd like, sometimes I'm just so not motivated to do so. Anyways my running and exercising is back in full swing since the evil ovary surgery in December, so relieved to be me again!
Been spending all the time I can with my horse babies and my friends and my wonderful husband! Life is so great right now!

Hot rod is getting plump and more sassy as her pregnancy grows, pushing the 7/8 month mark now!!! Her grain was upped this week and she will be getting her booster shot this coming week, all preparations are being made!

Benny is really coming along and taking his lessons in English riding and jumping in stride!

Love being able to ride with Mandy again, riding with someone you enjoy makes riding even better!